It hurts I cannot tell you that I miss you
And it hurts I cannot tell how much I love you
Countless times you pushed me away
Yet every time we touched, from embers to fire we sparked again
Every kiss and bite you gave me
Like a blessing like a balm
For my aching lonely soul, like a key
Only you and you alone could dom
Unrequited maybe love
Not a chance to be, not a fitting glove
Only friends who kiss and tell
Because our story can't end well
There's no sign of communication
No intention for dedication
Not your dream and not ideal
You cannot give me love for real
She'll get your love when you will find her
She'll bear your children and you'll cherish her
As it's meant to be, your life will unfold
In the love I wish you to find tenfold
Unrequited thus not true love then... and yet
I have loved you and I won't forget
You're my friend and I will always be too
Even though someone will one day find me out of the blue
Make me feel all loved up and respected
Never once again rejected
He will give me his heart and I'll be his
As he's my soulmate and like you never did he'll want me to be his
We made each other happy even though I gave you more
I didn't want to play no game
My soul was shining upon yours To light you up, take you from the shade
Make you forget all shame
That kept you prisoner in a cage.
I found the key, I set you free and gave you all and all of me
I resent you not
For all you couldn't give me, your fault was not
I regret nothing
Because I couldn't force your loving
Just as I couldn't stop the love for you
And so safe in your embrace
I felt so loved and loved your space
It wasn't much but it was great
It kept my sanity and my faith
It's thanks to you I never lost hope
One day someone would catch my rope
You kept me warm, alive and well
He cannot hate you for that as well
He will be thankful someone tended to my lust
To keep my embers from turning into dust
His name and face unknown
His soul so far yet known
his heartbeat a lullaby
I'll fall asleep to while losing myself in his eyes
It might've been you once upon a time
In a different land and long forgotten timeline
Maybe that's why I fell for you without refuse
Yet you could not as I was not your muse
All said and done I honestly can say
You did your best even though you didn't sway
What a great lesson was to be with you
I hope you'll think the same and know you'll grow to be a wise man too
