My lover friend

 It hurts I cannot tell you that I miss you

And it hurts I cannot tell how much I love you

Countless times you pushed me away

Yet every time we touched, from embers to fire we sparked again

Every kiss and bite you gave me

Like a blessing like a balm

For my aching lonely soul, like a key

Only you and you alone could dom

Unrequited maybe love

Not a chance to be, not a fitting glove

Only friends who kiss and tell

Because our story can't end well

There's no sign of communication

No intention for dedication 

Not your dream and not ideal

You cannot give me love for real

She'll get your love when you will find her

She'll bear your children and you'll cherish her

As it's meant to be, your life will unfold

In the love I wish you to find tenfold

Unrequited thus not true love then... and yet

I have loved you and I won't forget

You're my friend and I will always be too

Even though someone will one day find me out of the blue

Make me feel all loved up and respected

Never once again rejected 

He will give me his heart and I'll be his

As he's my soulmate and like you never did he'll want me to be his

We made each other happy even though I gave you more

I didn't want to play no game

My soul was shining upon yours To light you up, take you from the shade

Make you forget all shame

That kept you prisoner in a cage.

I found the key, I set you free and gave you all and all of me

I resent you not

For all you couldn't give me, your fault was not

I regret nothing 

Because I couldn't force your loving

Just as I couldn't stop the love for you

And so safe in your embrace

I felt so loved and loved your space

It wasn't much but it was great

It kept my sanity and my faith

It's thanks to you I never lost hope

One day someone would catch my rope

You kept me warm, alive and well

He cannot hate you for that as well

He will be thankful someone tended to my lust

To keep my embers from turning into dust

His name and face unknown

His soul so far yet known 

his heartbeat a lullaby 

I'll fall asleep to while losing myself in his eyes

It might've been you once upon a time 

In a different land and long forgotten timeline 

Maybe that's why I fell for you without refuse

Yet you could not as I was not your muse

All said and done I honestly can say

You did your best even though you didn't sway

What a great lesson was to be with you

I hope you'll think the same and know you'll grow to be a wise man too